About Me

I know that I haven't posted here in a while and I apologize mainly because college has been completely stressful these last three months or so and I have barely had time to breathe let alone type something unrelated to school. However I recieved 3 A's and one B in  my four classes so I guess all of the stress and work payed off in the end.

Anyways, I have been thinking and I believe that I may as well give a formal introduction about who I am and why I have suddenly had an urge to start blogging. 

My name is unimportant unless I know you personally or like talking to you. However, I am a hopeful actress/voice actress/writer despite the fact that those career choices are some of the most difficult to break into and not many people give me support. I graduated high school in 2009 which makes me 22 years of age although I get mistaken for a 12 year old all of the time for some reason, possibly due to me being only 5 feet tall. At the moment I am stuck living in a small town which has the same name as a psychiatric hospital in New York. Overall nothing extremely exciting ever really happens here. The  location is hardly ever even shown on a global map.

I go to a college a few miles from this town where the people who actually want to learn and get a degree and do something with it are few and far between. In fact, I will more than likely be blogging about these sad souls until the time I get my degree which is hopefully going to be some time next year. Nevertheless I have been fortunate enough to meet some really awesome people at college as well and because of them I have not gone completely insane yet. =P

Personally I have an issue trusting people. I am somewhat close to my family and because I sometimes have a hard time speaking to others, have a "happy-smiley" personality, or how I act like I always just drank 50 energy drinks, certain people find me rather 'odd' which I'm not sure is a good or bad thing. But I am sincerely grateful for the select few friends that I do have and when I say 'select few' I mean 5% of my 80 something facebook friends actually hang out with me- living out of the area is an exception to this. But I am completely okay with having acquaintances for I do like most people, some are just more relatable than others.

As for the things I enjoy? Well I could probably go on forever about a hundred different things and I am guessing I like something that's on your list as well as long as it's not something like "robbing convenience stores with my homies." 0_o But I do love theatre and musicals. Whenever I have the time I'll usually go see a show around my area just to get ideas on how I can improve my acting technique and what not. I think that great maniacal laughter deserves recognition and I also have an odd tendency to talk to people in old Shakespearean English or a British accent whenever I get bored. I really like learning about history and literature and I am one of those people who does read the classics like Northanger Abbey and understands what is going on. Furthermore I am an insomniac, a type 1 diabetic, and I am terrible at cooking but great at baking. Apparently baking powder is not a reasonable substitute for baking soda...


I swear that I have seen the movie Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street about a thousand times. I absolutely love movies, especially the classics that came out in the 1900's such as Gone With the Wind, Night of the Living Dead, and The Wizard of Oz and usually if a television show has an interesting plot or is recommended to me I will watch it. Currently I'm loving Person of Interest and Downton Abbey although M*A*S*H is one of my favorites as well.

Some of my favorite "famous" role models include Helena Bonham Carter, Judy Garland, J.K. Rowling, Keira Knightley, Charlotte Bronte, Marla Schaffel, Jenn Gambatese, Alison Bruce, Lisa See, Carrie Preston, Michelle Ruff, Genghis Khan, and Augustus Octavian Caesar. However I do not aspire to be them, I just really admire their work. In the real world my role models were my grandfather and grandmother but they have sadly passed on. I really just want to be my own person and wish not be modeled after someone else because that's just sad.

I listen to a lot of music and I constantly have some song in my head but Vienna Teng, David Bowie, The Corrs, Rachael Lampa, Anuna, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Sirenia, Lyriel, The Beatles, Queen, Fleetwood Mac, Phil Collins, and Hayley Westenra have to be my all time favorite artists and bands even though none of them are really even close to the same genre.

To answer the question as to why I started blogging? Complete boredom. I would like people to think that I have something to say through my writing and I like to think that I'm great but I am aware of the fact that I am not as important as I think I am. I am human just like everyone else.I have tried writing blogs before, but I ended up getting bored and gave up after a year or two.  I have finally stuck with it for a full year so I made the decision to move all my other blog posts here to this site, so my whole life on the internet would be cataloged together  because obviously, everyone wants to know everything about me. =P

Additionally I would just like to point out that YES RAINBOW IS ONE COLOR AND UNICORNS ARE REAL!!!

So if anything I said somewhat relates to you or you just want to follow me for fun please don't hesitate! I promise I don't bite or store skulls in my refrigerator. But to clarify things a little, I will not tolerate idiots. I will respect you regardless of your gender, your religion, your sexual orientation, or your occupation, but if you're an idiot you're and idiot and I will not tolerate you.